The next morning, I arrived at the hospital carrying a clean sweater and a small bag of things I thought I might need.
I hadn't slept much.
Every time I closed my eyes, I heard Paige screaming in my living room.
Then I remembered her hand closing around my finger.
That helped a little.
But it didn't make the questions disappear.
When I reached her room, the nurse was checking her.
Paige was awake.
Her eyes moved toward me when I spoke.
"Good morning, sweetheart."
She made a small sound.
Not a scream.
Not the sharp, frightened cry I'd heard on Saturday.
Just a tired little noise.
I felt myself smile for the first time in what seemed like days.
The nurse told me Paige had been more comfortable during the night.
Her pain was being managed.
The medical team was watching her closely.
I looked at her left leg.
It was properly supported.
I was still afraid to touch it.
But I was beginning to understand how to help without causing unnecessary movement.
The nurse showed me where I could place my hand.
I followed her instructions.
Paige's fingers curled around mine.
I stood there for several minutes.
I didn't want to let go.
Kate came into the room while I was beside the bed.
She looked tired.
Her hair was pulled back.
She had changed clothes, but her face still carried the same strain I'd seen since Saturday.
"How is she?"
I told her what the nurse had said.
Kate moved closer.
She bent toward Paige.
"Hi, baby."
Paige turned her head slightly.
Kate touched her hand.
For a moment, we stood on opposite sides of the bed without speaking.
It reminded me of the first night at the hospital.
Two sisters looking at a baby neither of us knew how to help.
Except now Paige had received treatment.
Her injuries were documented.
And the questions about what happened before she came to my house had become more serious.
Kate looked at me.
"Did you talk to the social worker again?"
"Not yet."
She nodded.
Then she looked down.
I waited.
There was something in her expression that made me think she wanted to say more.
Finally, she spoke.
"I've been thinking about what I told you."
I looked at her.
"About which part?"
"The night before Saturday."
I felt my stomach tighten.
I pulled my chair closer.
Kate sat down.
For a while, she watched Paige.
Then she began speaking quietly.
"I didn't tell you how bad it was when I called it teething."
I didn't interrupt.
She rubbed her hands together.
"She was crying for hours, Ally."
I remembered what she'd already told the doctors.
Paige had been restless.
She'd cried when they picked her up.
She'd screamed during a diaper change.
But Kate had never described the whole evening to me in one conversation.
I stayed quiet.
"I kept trying to feed her," she continued.
"She wouldn't settle. Every time I moved her, she seemed to get more upset."
My throat tightened.
That sounded almost exactly like what had happened at my house.
"What did you do?"
Kate looked down.
"I tried holding her differently."
She swallowed.
"I thought maybe she was uncomfortable."
I wanted to ask why she hadn't called a doctor.
But I knew she'd already been asked that question.
I wanted to understand what she remembered.
So I waited.
Kate wiped her face.
"Ryan was frustrated."
I looked at her.
"What do you mean?"
"He was tired. We both were."
I nodded slowly.
That wasn't an explanation for an injury.
But it was something she hadn't said so clearly before.
"He said I was making Paige more upset because I kept picking her up."
I felt my hands tighten.
Kate continued.
"He told me to put her down and let him handle it."
I looked toward the doorway.
Ryan wasn't there.
I turned back to my sister.
"Did you?"
She nodded.
"For a while."
I thought about the earlier night she'd described.
Ryan taking over.
Paige settling briefly.
Then crying again.
The doctor had said the healing rib injury couldn't be assigned to an exact moment.
I remembered that.
I wasn't going to decide this was when it happened.
But I needed Kate to tell the investigator everything.
"Did you tell them Ryan was frustrated?"
Kate shook her head.
"Not exactly."
I took a breath.
"Kate, you need to."
She looked at me.
"I don't want them thinking he hurt her just because he was tired."
"I don't either."
My voice was quiet.
"But they need to know what actually happened."
Kate lowered her head.
For a while, she didn't speak.
Then she said,
"He gets angry when she won't stop crying."
I felt cold.
I looked at her.
"How angry?"
She wiped her eyes.
"He raises his voice. Sometimes he walks away."
I waited.
"Have you ever seen him hurt her?"
Kate shook her head.
"No."
I held on to that answer.
It mattered.
She hadn't seen him cause the injury.
Neither had I.
I wasn't going to turn her description of frustration into proof.
But I could see why she'd been frightened of telling the investigators.
She didn't want their questions to point toward her husband.
And perhaps she didn't want to look too closely at those questions herself.
"Does he ever tell you not to take her to the doctor?"
Kate hesitated.
"Not exactly."
I waited.
"He thinks I worry too much."
I looked down.
That sounded familiar.
I had spent twenty minutes trying to convince myself Paige was simply fussy.
I knew how easy it was to doubt your instincts.
But I had stopped doubting when I saw the bruise.
Kate hadn't seen what I'd seen.
Or at least she said she hadn't.
I still didn't understand how the makeup fit into her account.
I asked her carefully.
"Kate, when you dressed Paige Saturday morning, did you notice anything on her thigh?"
She shook her head.
"No."
"Did Ryan dress her at any point?"
"He changed her clothes the night before."
I looked up.
"The night before?"
Kate nodded.
"Before bed."
I tried to understand where that detail belonged.
Kate had told the investigator she dressed Paige in the green sleeper Saturday morning.
Now she was describing another clothing change the night before.
There was nothing impossible about that.
Babies needed clean clothes.
But it meant both parents had handled Paige during the hours before the drop-off.
"Did you tell the investigator?"
"About changing her clothes?"
"About Ryan helping."
Kate looked down.
"I told them he helped with her."
I nodded.
"Then make sure they have the details."
She rubbed her forehead.
"I feel like every little thing I say makes everything worse."
I looked at Paige.
"Not telling them won't make her injuries disappear."
Kate started crying.
I didn't mean to sound harsh.
But I couldn't soften the truth until it meant nothing.
My sister leaned forward.
"I love her, Ally."
"I know you do."
"I would never want her hurt."
I looked at her.
"Then help them understand who was with her and what happened."
Kate nodded.
I could see how frightened she was.
I was frightened too.
But there was a difference between fear and silence.
One was something we couldn't always control.
The other was something we could choose.
A nurse came into the room.
Kate wiped her eyes.
The conversation stopped.
The nurse checked Paige and explained that a doctor would be in later to discuss the completed medical review.
I thanked her.
After she left, Kate sat beside the bed.
I remained nearby.
We didn't speak about Ryan again.
Not then.
I wanted my sister to have time to think about what she'd said.
And I wanted her to tell the investigator herself.
Later that morning, the specialist returned.
She explained that the medical team had completed its review of the imaging available at that point.
The leg fracture was confirmed.
The rib injury also remained part of their findings.
The medical assessment had not identified an explanation that made those injuries ordinary for a baby Paige's age.
Kate looked down.
I felt my chest tighten.
The specialist emphasized that the medical findings could establish injuries and inform concerns about their possible causes, but they couldn't identify a particular person responsible.
I appreciated her care with those words.
She wasn't claiming to have witnessed what happened.
She was explaining what the examinations showed.
The combination of injuries, Paige's young age, the lack of a reported accident, and the bruising covered by a cosmetic-like substance were all significant concerns.
Ryan arrived while the doctor was still speaking.
He stood beside Kate.
He listened without interrupting.
When the doctor finished, he asked whether the injuries could have occurred accidentally.
She said accidental explanations had to be evaluated against the medical findings and the history provided.
No one had yet described an event that adequately explained them.
Ryan looked frustrated.
I looked toward Paige.
I wondered whether he understood how frightening that absence of an explanation was.
Not just for the adults being questioned.
For the baby who had been hurt.
The doctor explained that Paige's treatment would continue and that her discharge would depend partly on arrangements to ensure her safety.
Kate asked whether she could take Paige home when the fracture was stable.
The doctor said the hospital was coordinating with the relevant professionals.
No one in the room received the simple answer they wanted.
But I was beginning to accept that Paige's safety mattered more than a quick discharge.
After the doctor left, Ryan went into the hallway.
Kate remained beside the bed.
I looked at her.
"Are you going to tell the investigator what you told me?"
She nodded.
"I need to."
I felt some relief.
Not because her words proved anything.
They didn't.
But because the investigation needed a complete account.
Every period when someone cared for Paige mattered.
Every unusual cry.
Every unexplained reaction.
Every moment when an adult noticed something and didn't understand it.
Kate took her phone from her pocket.
She looked at it for a while.
Then she asked the nurse how to reach the investigator.
I watched her make the request.
I didn't interfere.
I didn't tell her what to say.
I wanted her account to be hers.
She needed to describe what she remembered.
Not what I feared.
Not what Ryan wanted.
Not what anyone thought would make the situation easier.
When the nurse stepped away to pass along the message, Kate put her phone down.
She looked exhausted.
But there was something different about her expression.
She no longer seemed to be trying to convince me that the whole night had been ordinary.
She had begun admitting it wasn't.
I looked at Paige.
Her little fingers were open against the blanket.
I touched her hand.
I remembered how I'd walked around my living room trying to calm her.
How I'd kept thinking about teething.
How long it had taken me to understand that her crying meant pain.
I knew I couldn't undo those minutes.
Kate couldn't undo the previous night.
Ryan couldn't undo whatever had happened while he cared for her.
None of us could change the past.
But we could stop hiding behind easy explanations.
I looked at my sister.
She was staring at Paige.
For the first time since Saturday, I felt that she might finally be ready to describe the parts of the night she'd been afraid to examine.
It didn't answer everything.
The fracture still needed an explanation.
So did the rib injury.
So did the makeup.
But Kate had begun telling more of the truth about what she remembered.
And after everything Paige had endured, that mattered.
Click here to continue reading: PART 18: Kate Told the Investigator What Ryan Had Said During Paige’s Crying, and the Diaper Bag Finally Became Part of the Evidence
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