I did not understand Samuel\u2019s sentence the first time.<\/p>\n
\u201cMoney that belonged to me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat money?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s more complicated.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stood beside Dad\u2019s kitchen table with the journal open beneath one hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything has been complicated for twelve hours. Please make this simple.\u201d<\/p>\n
Samuel\u2019s voice softened.<\/p>\n
\u201cYour mother left you money when she died.\u201d<\/p>\n
I frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cI know. Dad managed it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSome of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
There was a pause long enough to make my heart accelerate.<\/p>\n
\u201cYour mother had a life-insurance policy and a separate investment account.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI knew about the insurance.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe investment account was different.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow different?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRoughly one hundred and eighty thousand dollars at the time of her death.\u201d<\/p>\n
I sat down.<\/p>\n
Mom had died when I was thirty-two.<\/p>\n
Dad had told me she left some savings, but he said most of what they owned together remained with him because their finances were joint.<\/p>\n
I never questioned it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened to the account?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt transferred to you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the dark kitchen window.<\/p>\n
\u201cI never received it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did, technically.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does technically mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was moved into an account titled in your name.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI would remember one hundred and eighty thousand dollars.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Samuel spoke carefully now.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you remember signing paperwork shortly after your mother died?\u201d<\/p>\n
I did.<\/p>\n
There had been stacks of forms.<\/p>\n
Insurance.<\/p>\n
Hospital bills.<\/p>\n
Beneficiary paperwork.<\/p>\n
Tax documents.<\/p>\n
Dad had been barely functioning, so Mark handled much of the administrative work for me.<\/p>\n
A memory surfaced.<\/p>\n
Mark sitting at our dining table with colored tabs marking signature lines.<\/p>\n
Just sign where the yellow flags are, he had said.<\/p>\n
I trusted him.<\/p>\n
My stomach turned.<\/p>\n
\u201cMark handled the paperwork.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow do you know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWalter told me.\u201d<\/p>\n
I pressed my fingertips against the table.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Mark do?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe need records before I state anything conclusively.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSamuel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYour father believed the investment proceeds were transferred into an account you jointly held with Mark.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe had several joint accounts.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLater, most of the funds appear to have moved out.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo where?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRidgeway.\u201d<\/p>\n
The word looked different now.<\/p>\n
Not mysterious.<\/p>\n
Threatening.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is Ridgeway?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA company.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat company?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRidgeway Capital Services.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ve never heard of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is what concerned your father.\u201d<\/p>\n
I opened Dad\u2019s journal to the entry again.<\/p>\n
One hundred and ten thousand dollars.<\/p>\n
For Ridgeway account.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said Dad gave Mark money connected to Ridgeway.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWalter discovered the account after Mark approached him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor another loan?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cApparently.\u201d<\/p>\n
I heard paper moving on Samuel\u2019s end.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said he needed money to cover a shortfall.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat shortfall?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAn investment loss.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat investment?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stood again and began pacing.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy would Dad give him another hundred and ten thousand after finding out he moved my money?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause Mark told Walter you had authorized the investment.\u201d<\/p>\n
My hand stopped on the back of a chair.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe said I authorized it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Dad believed him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor a while.\u201d<\/p>\n
That matched the journal.<\/p>\n
Mark insists Clare must never know about this one.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy would Dad write that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMark reportedly told him you were ashamed of the loss.\u201d<\/p>\n
I felt physically ill.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe used me every time.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClare\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe told Dad I was embarrassed. Or stressed. Or afraid. Whatever story made it convenient for nobody to speak to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Samuel did not disagree.<\/p>\n
I sat down again.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Dad eventually learn?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat you apparently knew nothing about Ridgeway.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know precisely.\u201d<\/p>\n
I turned pages.<\/p>\n
There.<\/p>\n
A note eight months earlier.<\/p>\n
Clare asked me today whether her mother ever invested outside mutual funds.<\/p>\n
I remembered the conversation.<\/p>\n
Dad and I had been cleaning out Mom\u2019s sewing room.<\/p>\n
I found an old brokerage statement and asked casually whether she had enjoyed investing.<\/p>\n
Dad had gone strangely quiet.<\/p>\n
At the time I thought the question made him miss her.<\/p>\n
Now I understood.<\/p>\n
He realized I did not know.<\/p>\n
I read the next entry.<\/p>\n
Talked to Samuel. Need full review.<\/p>\n
Then another.<\/p>\n
Mark\u2019s explanation does not match records.<\/p>\n
My breathing changed.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat records did Dad review?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBank statements.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMine?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHistorical statements connected to your mother\u2019s transfer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid he find the money?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSome of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked around the kitchen.<\/p>\n
Dad had spent his final months investigating my marriage without telling me.<\/p>\n
Maybe he had been trying to protect me.<\/p>\n
Maybe he had been trying to be certain.<\/p>\n
Either way, he died before he could finish.<\/p>\n
\u201cSamuel, what exactly is Ridgeway?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m checking.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said it\u2019s a company.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWas?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was dissolved.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout three years ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
My mind raced.<\/p>\n
\u201cWho owned it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m still verifying.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know something.\u201d<\/p>\n
He sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cI believe Mark had an ownership interest.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI do not want to guess.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWas Melissa involved?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDiane?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Every answer opened another door.<\/p>\n
I looked at the clock.<\/p>\n
Nearly nine.<\/p>\n
\u201cI need documents.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCome to my office Monday.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClare.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI need to understand this tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSome of the records are archived.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen send whatever you have.\u201d<\/p>\n
A pause.<\/p>\n
\u201cAll right.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything Dad gave you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything I legally can.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe wanted me to know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen send it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Within fifteen minutes, emails began arriving.<\/p>\n
PDF statements.<\/p>\n
Scanned notes.<\/p>\n
Corporate records.<\/p>\n
Copies of checks.<\/p>\n
I took Dad\u2019s old laptop from his study and spread everything across the dining table.<\/p>\n
The first bank statement dated back sixteen years.<\/p>\n
Mom\u2019s investment account had transferred $182,440 into an account bearing my name.<\/p>\n
Three months later, $150,000 moved into our joint investment account.<\/p>\n
I remembered that account.<\/p>\n
Mark had created it.<\/p>\n
He said it was for long-term savings.<\/p>\n
Two years later, the balance dropped sharply.<\/p>\n
I scanned transaction lines.<\/p>\n
Transfers.<\/p>\n
Wire payments.<\/p>\n
Withdrawals.<\/p>\n
Then one wire caught my attention.<\/p>\n
Ridgeway Capital Services.<\/p>\n
$85,000.<\/p>\n
Another six months later.<\/p>\n
$42,500.<\/p>\n
Then $18,000.<\/p>\n
I added the amounts.<\/p>\n
One hundred forty-five thousand five hundred dollars.<\/p>\n
My mother\u2019s money.<\/p>\n
I tried to remember what our life looked like during that period.<\/p>\n
We had renovated our kitchen.<\/p>\n
Mark bought a boat and sold it eighteen months later.<\/p>\n
He invested in Eric\u2019s landscaping company.<\/p>\n
He insisted our finances were healthy.<\/p>\n
Had Mom\u2019s inheritance paid for all of it?<\/p>\n
I opened another file.<\/p>\n
Corporate registration.<\/p>\n
Ridgeway Capital Services LLC.<\/p>\n
Two members.<\/p>\n
Mark Ellison.<\/p>\n
Eric Dawson.<\/p>\n
My stomach clenched.<\/p>\n
Eric.<\/p>\n
Mark\u2019s closest friend from college.<\/p>\n
The same man from the failed landscaping company.<\/p>\n
The same man involved in the commercial renovation.<\/p>\n
I searched the documents.<\/p>\n
Ridgeway described itself vaguely as an investment and consulting entity.<\/p>\n
There were no public records of substantial business activity.<\/p>\n
Another attachment showed a check from Dad.<\/p>\n
One hundred ten thousand dollars.<\/p>\n
Payable to Mark.<\/p>\n
Memo line:<\/p>\n
Ridgeway deficiency.<\/p>\n
Below it was a handwritten note from Dad.<\/p>\n
Mark says funds can be restored before Clare notices.<\/p>\n
I stared at the sentence.<\/p>\n
Restored.<\/p>\n
Before Clare notices.<\/p>\n
Dad knew.<\/p>\n
Not everything.<\/p>\n
But enough.<\/p>\n
My phone rang.<\/p>\n
Mark again.<\/p>\n
I let it ring once.<\/p>\n
Then answered.<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you still at your dad\u2019s?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPlease come home.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTell me about Ridgeway.\u201d<\/p>\n
There was no response.<\/p>\n
Not even surprise.<\/p>\n
That told me enough.<\/p>\n
\u201cMark.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was going to tell you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s complicated.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cStop saying that.\u201d<\/p>\n
He inhaled.<\/p>\n
\u201cRidgeway was an investment company Eric and I formed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWith my money.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWith our money.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
I spoke very slowly.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy mother\u2019s investment account transferred into an account in my name. You moved one hundred forty-five thousand dollars from that account into a company you owned.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou signed the transfer authorization.\u201d<\/p>\n
My pulse pounded.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou signed it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t know what it was.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou signed the paperwork.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is not the same thing as agreeing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLegally\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
I nearly dropped the phone.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo not say legally to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClare, I\u2019m explaining.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou put yellow tabs on documents after my mother died and told me where to sign.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI explained we were consolidating accounts.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did not explain that you were moving my inheritance into your company.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAt that point it hadn\u2019t gone into Ridgeway.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat came later.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid I authorize that?\u201d<\/p>\n
Silence.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid I?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou gave me discretion over the account.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cInvesting.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you tell me you were investing in your own company?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
The word was quiet.<\/p>\n
There it was.<\/p>\n
The simplest truth I had received from him all day.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
I leaned back in Dad\u2019s chair.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened to the money?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe made investments.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIn what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSmall businesses.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhich businesses?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSeveral.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cName them.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClare.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cName one.\u201d<\/p>\n
He hesitated.<\/p>\n
\u201cEric\u2019s property venture.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe one that failed?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA restaurant group.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFailed?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA software company.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid that fail too?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEventually.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed bitterly.<\/p>\n
\u201cSo Ridgeway lost the money.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot all of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much remained?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd then you went to Dad.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI panicked.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou lied.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The admission came faster now.<\/p>\n
Maybe he understood denial no longer had value.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you tell him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat you knew.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd when he asked why you needed his money?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI told him we wanted to restore the account.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe?\u201d<\/p>\n
He did not answer.<\/p>\n
\u201cThere was never a we.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI thought if I fixed it before you discovered the loss, it wouldn\u2019t matter.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at Mom\u2019s photograph on the buffet.<\/p>\n
Her smile.<\/p>\n
Her money.<\/p>\n
Her trust transferred to me.<\/p>\n
Then quietly redirected.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did Dad give you the hundred and ten thousand for?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo refill the account.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you refill it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPartly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know exactly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI put around seventy back.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd the remaining forty?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cExpenses.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat expenses?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRidgeway obligations.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou borrowed money from my father to replace money you took from me, and then you used part of that loan for the same business that lost my money.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not how it felt at the time.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t care how it felt.\u201d<\/p>\n
The sentence came out hard.<\/p>\n
For once, I did not apologize for it.<\/p>\n
Mark\u2019s voice changed.<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you recording this?\u201d<\/p>\n
I almost laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIs Samuel there?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why are you questioning me like a lawyer?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause my husband has been lying to me for more than a decade.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI made mistakes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou built systems around them.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not true.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou lied to me. You lied to Dad. You used my name to keep him quiet. You used Dad\u2019s money to hide what happened to mine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was trying to repair the damage.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWithout admitting you caused it.\u201d<\/p>\n
He went silent.<\/p>\n
I looked again at the corporate registration.<\/p>\n
Eric Dawson.<\/p>\n
\u201cDoes Eric know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything.\u201d<\/p>\n
That hurt in a new way.<\/p>\n
An outsider knew more about my finances than I did.<\/p>\n
\u201cMelissa?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot Ridgeway.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYour mother?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
I believed him only partially.<\/p>\n
Trust had become something I had to ration.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy did you quit your job?\u201d<\/p>\n
He sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ve covered this.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. We haven\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI hated it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy this week?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I thought things were going to change.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat things?\u201d<\/p>\n
He did not answer.<\/p>\n
\u201cSay it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI thought your father had taken care of you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMeaning money.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you thought that money could solve Ridgeway?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cRidgeway is over.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe debt isn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe debt to Walter would ultimately be part of your estate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cStop calling it Walter. He was my father.\u201d<\/p>\n
Another silence.<\/p>\n
I continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou assumed that if Dad died, his loans to you would effectively become mine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI assumed we\u2019d handle them together.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou assumed I would forgive them.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI hoped you would understand.\u201d<\/p>\n
That was closer.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you quit because you thought the estate meant you would never have to pay Dad back?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMark.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot entirely.\u201d<\/p>\n
I felt cold.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat percentage?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much of your decision came from believing Dad\u2019s money would absorb all of this?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHalf?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMost?\u201d<\/p>\n
He did not answer.<\/p>\n
That was answer enough.<\/p>\n
I ended the call.<\/p>\n
At midnight, Samuel emailed one final file.<\/p>\n
A letter from Dad to himself, never sent.<\/p>\n
It described his last major conversation with Mark.<\/p>\n
Walter had told him the trust would prevent anyone\u2014including a spouse\u2014from controlling my inheritance.<\/p>\n
According to Dad\u2019s notes, Mark had become angry.<\/p>\n
Not loudly.<\/p>\n
Not dramatically.<\/p>\n
But enough that Dad wrote down one sentence Mark had said.<\/p>\n
Then what exactly am I supposed to do with all the money I owe you?<\/p>\n
I read it twice.<\/p>\n
Dad\u2019s answer was written beneath it.<\/p>\n
Pay it back.<\/p>\n
A second note followed.<\/p>\n
Mark had asked whether Dad really intended to make his daughter\u2019s husband repay debts after his death.<\/p>\n
Dad had responded yes.<\/p>\n
At the bottom of the page, one line was underlined.<\/p>\n
He still thinks my death solves his problem.<\/p>\n
I closed the laptop.<\/p>\n
For a long time I sat alone in the dining room.<\/p>\n
At one in the morning, headlights swept across the front windows.<\/p>\n
A car stopped outside.<\/p>\n
The engine shut off.<\/p>\n
I rose.<\/p>\n
Footsteps crossed the porch.<\/p>\n
Then Mark knocked.<\/p>\n
Not once.<\/p>\n
Three times.<\/p>\n
\u201cClare.\u201d<\/p>\n
I remained still.<\/p>\n
\u201cPlease open the door.\u201d<\/p>\n
I did not.<\/p>\n
His hand touched the doorknob.<\/p>\n
Locked.<\/p>\n
\u201cClare, I know you\u2019re in there.\u201d<\/p>\n
I walked toward the hallway.<\/p>\n
He knocked again.<\/p>\n
\u201cI want to explain Ridgeway.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou already did.\u201d<\/p>\n
My voice carried through the door.<\/p>\n
He leaned close enough that I heard him clearly.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. I didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cThere\u2019s something else you don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
My hand tightened around the banister.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
For several seconds, he said nothing.<\/p>\n
Then:<\/p>\n
\u201cYour father wasn\u2019t the only person I borrowed from.\u201d<\/p>\n
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