{"id":25746,"date":"2026-09-29T21:46:22","date_gmt":"2026-09-29T21:46:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/?p=25746"},"modified":"2026-09-29T21:46:22","modified_gmt":"2026-09-29T21:46:22","slug":"part-19-when-jeremys-second-marriage-became-a-criminal-investigation-jill-had-to-decide-whether-standing-beside-him-meant-excusing-what-he-did","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/?p=25746","title":{"rendered":"PART 19 \u2013 When Jeremy\u2019s Second Marriage Became a Criminal Investigation, Jill Had to Decide Whether Standing Beside Him Meant Excusing What He Did"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The attorney\u2019s name was Marcus Hale.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy met him alone the first time.<\/p>\n<p>That was deliberate.<\/p>\n<p>His legal problem.<\/p>\n<p>His responsibility.<\/p>\n<p>I asked only one question afterward.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you safe to tell me what he said?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy considered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMostly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen mostly is enough.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We sat on opposite sides of the kitchen table.<\/p>\n<p>The same table where he had revealed the secret account.<\/p>\n<p>Where Rachel brought his mother\u2019s recording.<\/p>\n<p>Where Lacey\u2019s estate paperwork had piled into an archive of damaged choices.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy folded his hands.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMarcus thinks prosecution is possible.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My stomach tightened despite expecting it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBigamy is the most obvious.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd insurance?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe is still reviewing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoes Lacey\u2019s affidavit help?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoes it erase anything?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat is worst case?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy looked down.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPotential jail time.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The words felt heavier spoken aloud.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe would not speculate yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m tired of everyone guessing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy almost smiled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSame.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnything else?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRestitution.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor insurance payments.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUnknown.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWould our house be at risk?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPossibly if there is a judgment and I cannot cover it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked toward the hallway.<\/p>\n<p>The house suddenly felt less permanent.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy said, \u201cMarcus thinks we should legally separate finances as much as possible.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe already started.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe wants more.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat kind?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFormal postnuptial agreement.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stared at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA postnup.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cProtecting me from your liabilities.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPotentially.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I felt conflicting things immediately.<\/p>\n<p>Relief.<\/p>\n<p>Fear.<\/p>\n<p>Sadness.<\/p>\n<p>Practical gratitude.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis sounds like divorce paperwork without divorce.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKind of.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy\u2019s voice remained careful.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI told him it was your decision.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe said you should have your own lawyer.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAlso good.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I called Dana the next morning.<\/p>\n<p>She approved of the idea, with conditions.<\/p>\n<p>Separate liabilities.<\/p>\n<p>Preserve my claim to the house.<\/p>\n<p>Preserve existing equity.<\/p>\n<p>Document that hidden funds used for Lacey came from Jeremy\u2019s individual side income rather than joint assets, where records supported that.<\/p>\n<p>Clarify inheritance.<\/p>\n<p>Clarify debt.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRomantic,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n<p>Dana laughed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cContracts rarely are.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat if we reconcile?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe agreement remains unless changed.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat if we divorce?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt may simplify parts of the process.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I hated hearing it.<\/p>\n<p>Still, information mattered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDraft it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you sure?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEmotionally?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat was not a legal question.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A week later, Jeremy and I sat in separate offices at Dana\u2019s firm, reviewing the same agreement with separate counsel.<\/p>\n<p>The experience felt surreal.<\/p>\n<p>Twenty-two years earlier, we had signed a marriage license with barely enough money for lunch afterward.<\/p>\n<p>Now we had lawyers ensuring our finances could survive the consequences of a second marriage I never knew existed.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy signed first.<\/p>\n<p>Then the document came to me.<\/p>\n<p>I read every page.<\/p>\n<p>No rushed signature.<\/p>\n<p>No trust without verification.<\/p>\n<p>Not anymore.<\/p>\n<p>Dana asked, \u201cAny questions?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOne.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoes signing this mean I\u2019m preparing to leave?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoes it mean I\u2019m preparing to stay?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen what does it mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat you are protecting your legal interests while you decide.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>I signed.<\/p>\n<p>Outside the office, Jeremy waited near the elevator.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow\u2019d it go?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI signed.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMe too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We stood awkwardly.<\/p>\n<p>Then he said, \u201cI hate that you needed it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat is not an apology I need.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He caught himself.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRight.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you actually mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He thought.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI hate that my choices created financial risk for you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd I\u2019m glad we reduced it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Better.<\/p>\n<p>We entered the elevator.<\/p>\n<p>Halfway down, Jeremy said, \u201cMarcus got a call.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhile you were meeting Dana.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did they want?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cInterview next week.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I turned.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cProsecutor?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cInvestigator.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVoluntary?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you going?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMarcus says yes, with him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>The elevator doors opened.<\/p>\n<p>Outside, bright afternoon light filled the lobby.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy stopped before stepping out.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf they charge me\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I raised a hand.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo not ask me now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI wasn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat were you going to say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf they charge me, I want you to know I will not ask you to defend me publicly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat is different.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy say it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause Rachel already asked what we\u2019ll tell people.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Of course she had.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did you tell her?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat it isn\u2019t her job.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat if it becomes public, we tell the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My chest tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat truth?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat I married Lacey while married to you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No insurance story first.<\/p>\n<p>No cancer defense.<\/p>\n<p>No noble framing.<\/p>\n<p>Just fact.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen context if needed?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat matters.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy nodded.<\/p>\n<p>We walked outside.<\/p>\n<p>News traveled faster than legal processes in small communities.<\/p>\n<p>Two days before Jeremy\u2019s interview, someone called Rachel.<\/p>\n<p>Then one of Jeremy\u2019s former coworkers.<\/p>\n<p>Then my cousin.<\/p>\n<p>Apparently a clerk\u2019s office employee had mentioned records being reviewed.<\/p>\n<p>No formal news story.<\/p>\n<p>Only rumor.<\/p>\n<p>Rachel called me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeople are asking.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat are you telling them?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat it\u2019s private.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSomebody asked whether Jeremy left you for Lacey.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I laughed bitterly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI said no.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAlso good.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you want me to say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I thought.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNothing else.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rachel hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeople will make up stories.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou are okay with that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut I am done managing reality to control what people think.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Silence.<\/p>\n<p>Then Rachel said quietly, \u201cI\u2019m trying to learn that too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I believed her.<\/p>\n<p>The day of Jeremy\u2019s interview, he dressed in a charcoal button-down shirt and dark pants.<\/p>\n<p>Not a suit.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus said a suit might look theatrical.<\/p>\n<p>I watched him tie his shoes in the guest room.<\/p>\n<p>He looked up.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou heading to work?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou do not have to come.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He meant the interview.<\/p>\n<p>I had not planned to.<\/p>\n<p>Then I surprised myself.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ll drive.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy stared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause I want to.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His eyes filled immediately.<\/p>\n<p>I pointed at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo not make it bigger.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He laughed softly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTrying.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We drove to a government office twenty minutes away.<\/p>\n<p>I waited in the lobby.<\/p>\n<p>Not beside him in the interview.<\/p>\n<p>Not part of the legal strategy.<\/p>\n<p>Just present.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus arrived.<\/p>\n<p>He shook my hand.<\/p>\n<p>Then he and Jeremy disappeared behind a secure door.<\/p>\n<p>I sat with a terrible magazine in my lap for almost two hours.<\/p>\n<p>I did not read a single page.<\/p>\n<p>At one point, I asked myself why I had come.<\/p>\n<p>Was I supporting him?<\/p>\n<p>Yes.<\/p>\n<p>Was that forgiveness?<\/p>\n<p>No.<\/p>\n<p>Was I afraid?<\/p>\n<p>Yes.<\/p>\n<p>Did standing beside him make me complicit?<\/p>\n<p>No.<\/p>\n<p>That distinction mattered.<\/p>\n<p>Accountability did not require abandonment.<\/p>\n<p>Love did not require rescue.<\/p>\n<p>When Jeremy finally emerged, his face looked drained.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus spoke quietly to him, then left.<\/p>\n<p>I stood.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow bad?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy exhaled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey asked everything.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you answer?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTruthfully?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I believed him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat happens now?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey review.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid they mention charges?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo decision.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He rubbed his face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey asked why I did it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did you say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy looked down.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat I thought I was helping Lacey.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat I knew it was wrong.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat I hid it from you because I was afraid of losing you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The honest version.<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnything else?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey asked whether Lacey pressured me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did you say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat she did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you blame her?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI said pressure did not remove my choice.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That sentence mattered most.<\/p>\n<p>We left.<\/p>\n<p>In the parking lot, Jeremy stopped beside the truck.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI thought telling the truth would feel better.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt usually does not immediately.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He almost smiled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDr. Ellis?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo. Life.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We drove home.<\/p>\n<p>That evening, someone posted about Jeremy online.<\/p>\n<p>Not a major outlet.<\/p>\n<p>A local community group.<\/p>\n<p>The post was vague.<\/p>\n<p>Local contractor under review for having two wives.<\/p>\n<p>Within hours, comments multiplied.<\/p>\n<p>Some joked.<\/p>\n<p>Some condemned.<\/p>\n<p>Some invented details.<\/p>\n<p>One claimed Jeremy had maintained two houses.<\/p>\n<p>Another said Lacey had been his longtime mistress.<\/p>\n<p>Someone wrote that I must have known.<\/p>\n<p>I stared at the screen too long.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy entered the room.<\/p>\n<p>He saw my face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I handed him the phone.<\/p>\n<p>He read.<\/p>\n<p>His jaw tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m sorry.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I waited.<\/p>\n<p>He caught himself.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI mean\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo. That apology is fine.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked surprised.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou caused this.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen you can be sorry.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>I took the phone back.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOne person says I knew.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy\u2019s face hardened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe should respond.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWith what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe truth.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOnline?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe not.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I closed the app.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy truth does not need to be proven to strangers today.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy nodded.<\/p>\n<p>The next morning, a reporter called.<\/p>\n<p>That changed everything.<\/p>\n<p>She introduced herself as Claire Watkins from a regional paper.<\/p>\n<p>She had seen the public records.<\/p>\n<p>She wanted comment.<\/p>\n<p>I almost hung up.<\/p>\n<p>Then she said, \u201cI do not want to publish inaccurate information.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That stopped me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you know?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOnly that there appear to be overlapping marriage records involving Jeremy Tolley and that one spouse recently died.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked toward Jeremy.<\/p>\n<p>He was across the room, listening.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat are you planning to publish?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA short public-record story unless there is additional context.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>There it was.<\/p>\n<p>If we said nothing, the clean version would become the sensational one.<\/p>\n<p>Two wives.<\/p>\n<p>Dead woman.<\/p>\n<p>Investigation.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy whispered, \u201cYour choice.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That mattered.<\/p>\n<p>I told Claire, \u201cI will not discuss Lacey\u2019s medical details without confirming what can be shared.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUnderstood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI will say this: I did not know about the second marriage until recently.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJeremy did not maintain two households in the ordinary sense.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe second marriage was connected to a terminal illness and medical circumstances, but it was still hidden from me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Claire paused.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat distinction matters.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you consider yourself still married to him?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The question hit harder than expected.<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Jeremy.<\/p>\n<p>He did not move.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI am legally married to him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Claire waited.<\/p>\n<p>I added nothing.<\/p>\n<p>Good.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnything from Jeremy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I handed him the phone.<\/p>\n<p>He took it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis is Jeremy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Claire repeated part of the question.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy answered slowly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI married Lacey while already married to Jill.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No excuse first.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy reasons do not change that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He swallowed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI believed I was helping someone I cared about. I also lied to my wife because I was afraid of the consequences.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Claire asked something I could not hear.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy\u2019s jaw tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo. Jill did not know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Another question.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo. Lacey was not living with me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Another.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes. I understand there may be legal consequences.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then he said something that made me look at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPlease do not turn Lacey\u2019s cancer into a romance story. It was more complicated than that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He ended the call several minutes later.<\/p>\n<p>I stared at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat was good.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy looked surprised.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAccurate.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>The article appeared the next morning.<\/p>\n<p>It was restrained.<\/p>\n<p>Public records.<\/p>\n<p>Overlapping marriages.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy\u2019s acknowledgment.<\/p>\n<p>My statement that I had not known.<\/p>\n<p>Reference to an ongoing review.<\/p>\n<p>No lurid photographs.<\/p>\n<p>No ranking of wives.<\/p>\n<p>No dramatic headline beyond the facts.<\/p>\n<p>Still, seeing our names in print felt violating.<\/p>\n<p>The phone began ringing.<\/p>\n<p>Family.<\/p>\n<p>Friends.<\/p>\n<p>Clients.<\/p>\n<p>Some supportive.<\/p>\n<p>Some curious.<\/p>\n<p>One contractor canceled a job.<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy accepted it without argument.<\/p>\n<p>Another called and said he would wait for facts.<\/p>\n<p>By evening, Jeremy sat on the porch staring at the yard.<\/p>\n<p>I joined him.<\/p>\n<p>He looked toward me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou do not have to sit here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We watched the sun fall behind the trees.<\/p>\n<p>After several minutes, he said, \u201cThis is what I was afraid of.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe public part?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAll of it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLosing work?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeing judged?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLosing me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His voice lowered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMostly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I thought of three years of lies built around that fear.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd did lying prevent it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did it do?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMade it worse.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy looked at his hands.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI get that now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you embarrassed to be seen with me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The question was vulnerable.<\/p>\n<p>Not manipulative.<\/p>\n<p>I answered honestly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSometimes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat hurts.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>I corrected myself.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI believe you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He smiled faintly.<\/p>\n<p>Then I added, \u201cBut I am not ashamed of myself for being here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jeremy\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n<p>I continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cStanding beside you does not mean I approve of what you did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt means I am choosing where I stand today.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cToday.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No forever.<\/p>\n<p>No vow.<\/p>\n<p>No rescue.<\/p>\n<p>Just today.<\/p>\n<p>And for the first time, that felt enough.<\/p>\n<hr>\n<h2><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/?p=25748\">Click here to continue reading: PART 20: After the Public Story Spread, Jill Faced the One Question No Lawyer, Counselor, or Dead Woman Could Answer for Her<\/a><\/strong><\/h2>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The attorney\u2019s name was Marcus Hale. 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