{"id":23860,"date":"2026-09-28T14:43:39","date_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:43:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/?p=23860"},"modified":"2026-09-28T14:43:39","modified_gmt":"2026-09-28T14:43:39","slug":"part-32-the-truth-about-my-fathers-death-cleared-evelyn-of-murder-but-his-last-unedited-message-forced-me-to-decide-what-mercer-should-become","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/?p=23860","title":{"rendered":"PART 32 \u2013 The Truth About My Father\u2019s Death Cleared Evelyn of Murder, but His Last Unedited Message Forced Me to Decide What Mercer Should Become"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Peter Vale\u2019s evidence was real.<\/p>\n<p>His interpretation was not.<\/p>\n<p>That distinction emerged the next morning.<\/p>\n<p>Nina obtained pharmacy records.<\/p>\n<p>My father\u2019s medication had changed three days before his death.<\/p>\n<p>Dosage increased.<\/p>\n<p>Prescription entered through his cardiologist\u2019s office.<\/p>\n<p>Except the cardiologist had never authorized it.<\/p>\n<p>Someone used compromised credentials.<\/p>\n<p>The prescription itself would not normally be fatal.<\/p>\n<p>But combined with another medication Richard took privately, the increased dosage could trigger severe arrhythmia.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWho knew the full medication list?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRichard.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDoctor.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvelyn.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVale?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe handled medical power-of-attorney documents.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMargot?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCatherine?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUnclear.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJulian?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo evidence.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Julian looked almost relieved.<\/p>\n<p>Then ashamed of the relief.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWho altered the prescription?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIP logs trace the request to a legal-office network.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVale.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHis former firm.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWho had access?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVale and six staff.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAny connection to Evelyn?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen why blame her?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause she picked up the medication.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That was his evidence.<\/p>\n<p>Not murder.<\/p>\n<p>An errand.<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn had collected my father\u2019s prescription because she handled his schedule.<\/p>\n<p>Vale tried to turn proximity into guilt.<\/p>\n<p>Exactly the method everyone had used against Clara.<\/p>\n<p>I felt suddenly furious.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t let anyone repeat that accusation publicly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe won\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvidence first.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn joined later.<\/p>\n<p>She looked older overnight.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you know the dosage changed?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid Dad?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe complained the pills looked different.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe afternoon before he died.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did you do?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI called the pharmacy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey said the prescription had been updated.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you call his doctor?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe told me not to fuss.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n<p>A tiny decision.<\/p>\n<p>Ordinary.<\/p>\n<p>Fatal perhaps.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy did you tell Julian that Peter ruined everything?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn stared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow do you know?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJulian remembers.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked toward his video feed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI called Peter after Richard collapsed.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe was Richard\u2019s lawyer.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe told me not to call an ambulance until he arrived.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My skin went cold.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara leaned forward.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you wait?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank God.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI called immediately.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat did Vale say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat if Richard died in a hospital, doctors might examine too much.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>There it was.<\/p>\n<p>Not proof Vale altered medication.<\/p>\n<p>But knowledge.<\/p>\n<p>Suspicious knowledge.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you tell police?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI thought he meant financial records.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvelyn.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy didn\u2019t you tell anyone?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause Richard had spent thirty years teaching me that exposure was worse than suspicion.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That was the disease.<\/p>\n<p>Not one villain.<\/p>\n<p>A culture.<\/p>\n<p>A reflex.<\/p>\n<p>Hide first.<\/p>\n<p>Explain later.<\/p>\n<p>If ever.<\/p>\n<p>Nina said investigators had obtained Vale\u2019s old office backup.<\/p>\n<p>The forged prescription request originated from his personal workstation.<\/p>\n<p>His login.<\/p>\n<p>His security token.<\/p>\n<p>No remote access.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEnough?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor charges related to unauthorized access and likely homicide investigation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My stomach tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLikely.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe still need medical causation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUnderstood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Vale had motive.<\/p>\n<p>Richard planned to dismantle Southshore.<\/p>\n<p>Vale\u2019s blackmail income would end.<\/p>\n<p>Richard\u2019s confession could expose him.<\/p>\n<p>So he may have altered medication, expecting my father\u2019s existing heart condition to disguise the result.<\/p>\n<p>A murder designed to look like nature.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe.<\/p>\n<p>Evidence still had to finish the sentence.<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn was not cleared morally.<\/p>\n<p>She had participated in concealment and illegal transfers.<\/p>\n<p>But evidence did not support Vale\u2019s claim that she killed Richard.<\/p>\n<p>That mattered.<\/p>\n<p>Later, the safe-deposit copy of Richard\u2019s unedited confession arrived.<\/p>\n<p>Marcus verified the file cryptographically against fragments from the printing-plant archive.<\/p>\n<p>No cuts.<\/p>\n<p>No rendering artifacts.<\/p>\n<p>Original timestamp.<\/p>\n<p>Nina asked whether we wanted to watch immediately.<\/p>\n<p>My mother said yes.<\/p>\n<p>Julian said yes.<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn said nothing.<\/p>\n<p>Clara looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Leo.<\/p>\n<p>His oxygen support had been reduced again that morning.<\/p>\n<p>The nurse had called him stubborn.<\/p>\n<p>I considered that a family trait worth keeping.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPlay it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My father appeared again.<\/p>\n<p>Same library.<\/p>\n<p>Same white shirt.<\/p>\n<p>This time, when he reached the section about Clara and me, the video did not jump.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf Liam and Clara have children, I hope those children inherit neither my fear nor Liam\u2019s pride.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He paused.<\/p>\n<p>Then continued into the missing minute.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere is something Liam must know if he becomes a father.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stopped breathing.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA child does not repair what adults refuse to repair themselves.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo not use parenthood as an excuse to return to a marriage that remains dishonest.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My chest tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd do not use divorce as an excuse to avoid asking whether love remains.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>I looked back.<\/p>\n<p>My father continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf there is still love, tell the truth before deciding what form that love should take.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The room disappeared.<\/p>\n<p>For months, Clara and I had lived inside assumptions.<\/p>\n<p>Then lawyers.<\/p>\n<p>Then silence.<\/p>\n<p>Then manipulation.<\/p>\n<p>Now Leo existed.<\/p>\n<p>It would have been easy to call him destiny.<\/p>\n<p>Proof we belonged together.<\/p>\n<p>My father\u2019s warning was better.<\/p>\n<p>Leo was not responsible for our marriage.<\/p>\n<p>Not for restoring it.<\/p>\n<p>Not for ending it.<\/p>\n<p>That decision belonged to us.<\/p>\n<p>The recording continued.<\/p>\n<p>My father spoke of Evelyn.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe has protected me beyond reason.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then the section previously cut.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe helped me conceal Southshore payments. She helped me keep Helena quiet. She helped me manage Catherine. She did these things because I once saved her from prosecution, and I allowed that debt to become ownership.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn covered her face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI told myself she was loyal.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Richard looked directly into the camera.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe was trapped.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Evelyn began crying.<\/p>\n<p>I had never thought of her that way.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe is responsible for her choices. So am I for creating the conditions in which she believed refusal was impossible.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That distinction mattered.<\/p>\n<p>Responsibility without pretending power did not matter.<\/p>\n<p>Richard continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf Evelyn refuses to tell Liam, then Liam must know the first Southshore transfer was mine.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then came the section about the criminal shift.<\/p>\n<p>No jump this time.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI authorized Peter Vale\u2019s payment after he threatened exposure.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My father looked ashamed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat was the moment Southshore stopped being a mechanism for private settlements and became a criminal instrument.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara whispered, \u201cThere.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The origin.<\/p>\n<p>Clear.<\/p>\n<p>Richard continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI should have reported Peter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI should have told Margaret.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI should have dismantled the network.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cInstead I paid him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He looked into the camera.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvery payment after that became easier.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That sentence might have described the whole family.<\/p>\n<p>Every lie after the first became easier.<\/p>\n<p>Every silence.<\/p>\n<p>Every rationalization.<\/p>\n<p>Every decision made for someone else.<\/p>\n<p>Then Richard spoke about Julian.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI do not know whether Julian will forgive me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Julian looked down.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe should not be asked to.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That made him look up.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI hope he learns who his father was.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Julian began crying.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI hope he understands Lucas wanted him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Julian covered his mouth.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd I hope he understands that being wanted by a dead man does not obligate him to spend his life punishing the living.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Julian.<\/p>\n<p>He could not look back.<\/p>\n<p>Then Richard spoke about Marcus.<\/p>\n<p>He used the name Matthew.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI know where Margot\u2019s son is.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus went still.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI have chosen not to enter his life.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He explained why.<\/p>\n<p>Then:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf he ever learns the truth, tell him I am sorry that adults made his existence dangerous before he could speak.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Marcus closed his eyes.<\/p>\n<p>Richard\u2019s final section concerned Mercer.<\/p>\n<p>Not the family.<\/p>\n<p>The company.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI built Mercer Holdings believing scale could make us permanent.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He smiled faintly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNothing is permanent.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I had never heard my father say that.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf the company survives me, it should survive because it creates something useful, not because people are frightened of what happens if the Mercer name loses power.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I thought of employees.<\/p>\n<p>Thousands.<\/p>\n<p>People with mortgages.<\/p>\n<p>Children.<\/p>\n<p>Careers.<\/p>\n<p>They were not guilty because our family was.<\/p>\n<p>Destroying Mercer indiscriminately would satisfy Margot\u2019s anger.<\/p>\n<p>It would also hurt people who had nothing to do with any of this.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo not preserve the name at the expense of the institution.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My father paused.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf necessary, remove us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That landed harder than I expected.<\/p>\n<p>The founder telling his son that the company might deserve life without the family.<\/p>\n<p>The recording neared its end.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf preserving Mercer requires you to become what I became, let Mercer end.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then he added the sentence missing from the edited copy.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut if Mercer can become honest only by becoming less ours, choose honesty.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The screen went black.<\/p>\n<p>No one spoke.<\/p>\n<p>I understood what I needed to do.<\/p>\n<p>Not everything.<\/p>\n<p>But the first decision.<\/p>\n<p>I called lead counsel.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSchedule the board.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor when?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTomorrow.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAgenda?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGovernance restructuring.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Silence.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat kind?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMercer family control.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My mother looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>She knew.<\/p>\n<p>Julian did too.<\/p>\n<p>Clara said nothing.<\/p>\n<p>I continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want independent directors to review separation of family voting control from management.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Counsel hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat is substantial.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you considering stepping down?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My mother inhaled.<\/p>\n<p>Clara turned toward me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cImmediately?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot necessarily.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked at the screen.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe stabilize the company. Cooperate with investigators. Protect employees. Disclose material facts. Then the board decides who should lead.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re CEO.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou founded the current structure.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen I\u2019m exactly the person who shouldn\u2019t decide alone whether I deserve to remain.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Silence.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPrepare it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I ended the call.<\/p>\n<p>My mother spoke first.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYour father would be proud.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I shook my head.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat isn\u2019t why.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She stopped.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m done making decisions for dead people.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n<p>I looked toward Leo.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI need to make them for the living.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Julian spoke quietly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat happens to me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat isn\u2019t my decision.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDaniel?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSame.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMargot?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSame.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYour mother?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSame.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He almost smiled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cConsistent.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m trying.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina interrupted.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere\u2019s one more issue.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Of course.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCatherine wants to speak with Liam and Clara.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara answered before I did.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina looked at her notes.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe says she has information about the pregnancy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My entire body tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat pregnancy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLeo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara went pale.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat information?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe won\u2019t tell investigators.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen she can keep it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLiam.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat if it matters medically?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That stopped me.<\/p>\n<p>Nina said, \u201cDr. Bennett would be present. Conversation recorded. No private access.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I hated it.<\/p>\n<p>But Leo changed the calculation.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat does Catherine claim?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat Clara\u2019s premature labor was not caused by anything she did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat sounds reassuring.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe says the danger happened earlier.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara gripped the chair.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat danger?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe says someone altered your prenatal records.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The room went cold.<\/p>\n<p>Clara stared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat records?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYour thrombophilia screening.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We had already learned her old genetic panel contained concerns.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat does altered mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCatherine claims a risk marker was removed from the report Clara received.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara whispered, \u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina looked at us.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause if Clara had been treated earlier, Leo might not have been born prematurely.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stood.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWho altered it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCatherine says she knows.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cName.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe won\u2019t give it except directly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My anger sharpened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe is bargaining.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTo see Julian.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Julian looked up.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Everyone turned toward him.<\/p>\n<p>His face had gone pale.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t give her that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I stared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause this is what she does.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His voice shook.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe takes one piece of truth and makes you pay for it with another person.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara looked through the glass toward Leo.<\/p>\n<p>Julian continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf she has evidence, investigators can find it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina nodded slowly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPossibly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen find it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked at Julian.<\/p>\n<p>For the first time, he was refusing Catherine the exact currency she had used to control him his entire life.<\/p>\n<p>Access.<\/p>\n<p>Acknowledgment.<\/p>\n<p>Attention.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo meeting,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n<p>Clara hesitated.<\/p>\n<p>Then nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo meeting.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nina left to pursue the records independently.<\/p>\n<p>Clara and I returned to Leo.<\/p>\n<p>We stood beside his incubator.<\/p>\n<p>For a long time, we watched him sleep.<\/p>\n<p>Then Clara spoke.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou said you might step down.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you afraid?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTerrified.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked at her.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat seems cruel.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She touched Leo\u2019s blanket.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt means you understand the decision matters.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I nodded.<\/p>\n<p>After a moment, I asked the question I had been avoiding.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen Leo comes home, where do you want to go?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara did not answer immediately.<\/p>\n<p>Not Chicago.<\/p>\n<p>Not Maya\u2019s.<\/p>\n<p>Not us.<\/p>\n<p>Just the practical question.<\/p>\n<p>Finally:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re not going to propose a solution?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI have several.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She almost smiled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m learning not to solve people.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVery slowly.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked at me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you still love me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>No lawyer.<\/p>\n<p>No intermediary.<\/p>\n<p>No Julian.<\/p>\n<p>No assumptions.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Her eyes filled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you want the marriage back?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I thought of my father\u2019s recording.<\/p>\n<p>A child does not repair what adults refuse to repair themselves.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Clara breathed in.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut I don\u2019t want to pretend wanting you fixes what I did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She looked down.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI still love you too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My chest tightened.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut I don\u2019t trust us yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That hurt.<\/p>\n<p>It also felt clean.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen we don\u2019t pretend.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe start there.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cStart.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Not reconcile.<\/p>\n<p>Not remarry.<\/p>\n<p>Not erase.<\/p>\n<p>Start.<\/p>\n<p>Leo moved his tiny hand beneath the blanket.<\/p>\n<p>Clara put one finger through the incubator opening.<\/p>\n<p>I placed mine beside hers.<\/p>\n<p>His hand closed weakly around both.<\/p>\n<p>And for once, neither of us tried to make the moment mean more than it did.<\/p>\n<hr>\n<h2><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/?p=23861\">Click here to continue reading: PART 33: The Missing 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