I did not answer Elise immediately.<\/p>\n
Not because I did not want to.<\/p>\n
Because I understood what the word godmother could become if I accepted it carelessly.<\/p>\n
Another role.<\/p>\n
Another expectation.<\/p>\n
Another way family could turn choice into obligation.<\/p>\n
I drove home first.<\/p>\n
Home now meant a one-bedroom apartment I had rented two weeks before the divorce hearing.<\/p>\n
Small.<\/p>\n
Bright.<\/p>\n
Mine.<\/p>\n
No guest room waiting to become a nursery.<\/p>\n
No dining table associated with betrayal.<\/p>\n
No staircase where I had hidden while listening to German secrets below.<\/p>\n
Just windows.<\/p>\n
Books.<\/p>\n
Two plants Leah insisted I needed.<\/p>\n
A couch I selected without compromise.<\/p>\n
I sat there with my phone.<\/p>\n
Then called Elise.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re serious?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know why.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSay it.\u201d<\/p>\n
She sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019ve become exhausting.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOccupational hazard.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are the person I trust to tell Lena the truth even if I don\u2019t like it.\u201d<\/p>\n
That silenced me.<\/p>\n
Elise continued.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t treat her like she owes anyone something for existing.\u201d<\/p>\n
My throat tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you love her.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s a lot.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat exactly do you mean by godmother?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo church obligation unless you suddenly become religious.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI have not.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEmergency person. Birthday person. Person who buys books I didn\u2019t approve.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cExcellent.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd if something happens to me, we\u2019ll handle actual guardianship separately with lawyers.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI knew you\u2019d like that part.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI do.\u201d<\/p>\n
Silence.<\/p>\n
Then I said, \u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Elise exhaled.<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you ask Felix?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou should.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t need his permission.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut if you are building co-parenting, major symbolic decisions are easier when people aren\u2019t surprised.\u201d<\/p>\n
She was quiet.<\/p>\n
\u201cI hate when you\u2019re reasonable.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI learned from expensive counsel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ll tell him.\u201d<\/p>\n
Felix agreed.<\/p>\n
Immediately, apparently.<\/p>\n
His only comment:<\/p>\n
She\u2019s a good choice.<\/p>\n
That mattered more than I expected.<\/p>\n
Not because I needed his approval.<\/p>\n
Because he had finally learned to support a choice without trying to own it.<\/p>\n
We held no ceremony.<\/p>\n
No official announcement.<\/p>\n
Elise put Lena in a ridiculous white dress Sabine bought.<\/p>\n
Felix came.<\/p>\n
Helmut came.<\/p>\n
Sabine came.<\/p>\n
Leah came.<\/p>\n
We ate cake in Elise\u2019s apartment.<\/p>\n
The cake said:<\/p>\n
LENA + NORA<\/p>\n
Sabine added beneath it in icing:<\/p>\n
NO SECRET CONTRACTS.<\/p>\n
Elise nearly dropped the cake laughing.<\/p>\n
Felix laughed too.<\/p>\n
Then looked embarrassed.<\/p>\n
Good.<\/p>\n
Humor was allowed after accountability.<\/p>\n
Not instead of it.<\/p>\n
Helmut held Lena briefly.<\/p>\n
He had become careful around her.<\/p>\n
Not fearful.<\/p>\n
Respectful.<\/p>\n
He asked before every visit.<\/p>\n
Never introduced himself as grandfather unless Elise used the word first.<\/p>\n
Eventually she did.<\/p>\n
Not because biology.<\/p>\n
Because he had shown up differently.<\/p>\n
\u201cGrandpa Helmut is coming Friday,\u201d she said one afternoon.<\/p>\n
Then froze.<\/p>\n
Helmut looked at her.<\/p>\n
Elise shrugged.<\/p>\n
\u201cDon\u2019t make it weird.\u201d<\/p>\n
He cried.<\/p>\n
That made it weird.<\/p>\n
Lena remained blissfully indifferent.<\/p>\n
Ingrid was absent.<\/p>\n
She knew about the gathering through Felix.<\/p>\n
Did not ask to attend.<\/p>\n
That restraint had become consistent.<\/p>\n
For nearly a month, she did not contact Elise.<\/p>\n
She did not contact me.<\/p>\n
She communicated with Felix only when he initiated.<\/p>\n
Sabine occasionally visited her.<\/p>\n
Helmut did not.<\/p>\n
Their divorce was progressing.<\/p>\n
Then Ingrid sent me a letter.<\/p>\n
Actual paper.<\/p>\n
No text.<\/p>\n
No email.<\/p>\n
No surprise phone number.<\/p>\n
The envelope arrived at my apartment.<\/p>\n
She had obtained the address through counsel with permission.<\/p>\n
That mattered.<\/p>\n
Inside:<\/p>\n
Nora,<\/p>\n
I am leaving the state next month.<\/p>\n
I do not expect you to care, and I am not writing to create another obligation.<\/p>\n
There is one conversation I would like to have before I go, but I will accept no.<\/p>\n
If you agree, you choose the place and who attends.<\/p>\n
Ingrid.<\/p>\n
I read it twice.<\/p>\n
Then called Evelyn.<\/p>\n
She laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are legally divorced. You are allowed to have conversations without involving me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cApparently not.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you want to see her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is not a legal question either.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019ve become less useful.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI finally escaped your family.\u201d<\/p>\n
I smiled.<\/p>\n
Then I called Sabine.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you know your mother is leaving?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cVermont.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy Vermont?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHer cousin lives there.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPermanent?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe says so.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you believe her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid she tell you she wrote me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
That was good.<\/p>\n
No triangulation.<\/p>\n
No prearranged pressure.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does she want?\u201d<\/p>\n
Sabine sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cTo apologize, probably.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe already apologized.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen maybe to hear whether you hate her.\u201d<\/p>\n
I thought about that.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you?\u201d<\/p>\n
Sabine asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cReally?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy not?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHatred takes energy.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is annoyingly healthy.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m unbearable now.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClearly.\u201d<\/p>\n
I decided to meet Ingrid.<\/p>\n
Public park.<\/p>\n
Afternoon.<\/p>\n
No lawyers.<\/p>\n
No family.<\/p>\n
My choice.<\/p>\n
She arrived carrying no handbag except a small crossbody purse.<\/p>\n
No documents.<\/p>\n
No folders.<\/p>\n
No pearls.<\/p>\n
We sat on a bench overlooking a pond.<\/p>\n
For several minutes, neither spoke.<\/p>\n
Finally Ingrid said, \u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cFor what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cComing.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
She had requested the meeting.<\/p>\n
She could begin.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am moving.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo I heard.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI sold most of my furniture.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat must be strange.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked toward the water.<\/p>\n
\u201cI spent forty-three years in that house.\u201d<\/p>\n
Forty-three years arranging rooms.<\/p>\n
Meals.<\/p>\n
Secrets.<\/p>\n
People.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you want to say?\u201d<\/p>\n
She nodded.<\/p>\n
Direct.<\/p>\n
Good.<\/p>\n
\u201cI used to think you were weak.\u201d<\/p>\n
I almost laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is an excellent apology opening.\u201d<\/p>\n
A tiny smile appeared.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am not good at this.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI noticed.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked down.<\/p>\n
\u201cI thought kindness without control was weakness.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I never had it.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cGrowing up, my mother controlled everything through silence.\u201d<\/p>\n
Family traits did not excuse behavior.<\/p>\n
Still, histories mattered.<\/p>\n
\u201cIf she was angry, she stopped speaking. If she wanted something, she became ill. If I disappointed her, she told my father.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ingrid rubbed her hands together.<\/p>\n
\u201cI learned early that whoever controlled information controlled the room.\u201d<\/p>\n
That sounded painfully familiar.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd Thomas?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe made me feel like I could be someone else.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen you married Helmut.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSecurity.\u201d<\/p>\n
Honest.<\/p>\n
\u201cMoney?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPartly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cStatus?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLove?\u201d<\/p>\n
She hesitated.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
That answer mattered.<\/p>\n
\u201cI loved both of them differently.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Helmut know about Thomas before marriage?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen he never had an informed choice either.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
She accepted it.<\/p>\n
No defense.<\/p>\n
\u201cI spent my life thinking if I could prevent people from knowing the thing that would make them leave, I was protecting the relationship.\u201d<\/p>\n
There it was.<\/p>\n
The family philosophy in one sentence.<\/p>\n
\u201cFelix learned that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou taught him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe still chose it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Good.<\/p>\n
No attempt to absorb all responsibility to rescue her son.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy did you dislike me?\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat answer is getting old.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI mean it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why treat me the way you did?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause you frightened me.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cMe?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou were independent.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is what Sabine said.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe understands more than I thought.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnother family tradition.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ingrid smiled sadly.<\/p>\n
Then:<\/p>\n
\u201cYou had a job you loved. Friends that were yours. You disagreed with Felix.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSometimes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did not need our family to give you an identity.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo I thought you could leave.\u201d<\/p>\n
The simplicity hurt.<\/p>\n
\u201cI could.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you wanted Felix to believe I couldn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIf he believed you could leave, he would be afraid.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was afraid anyway.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen you taught him fear and called it protection.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ingrid\u2019s eyes filled.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
We sat in silence.<\/p>\n
Birds moved across the pond.<\/p>\n
Somewhere behind us, a child shouted.<\/p>\n
Normal life.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you want from me?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou already used that answer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThis time I mean it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m listening.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI wanted you to know one thing before I leave.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was wrong about you.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou were never dependent on Felix.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked away.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is not entirely true.\u201d<\/p>\n
She seemed surprised.<\/p>\n
\u201cI loved him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI depended on him emotionally sometimes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is marriage.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe problem was not dependence.\u201d<\/p>\n
She listened.<\/p>\n
\u201cThe problem was you treated dependence as ownership.\u201d<\/p>\n
Her face changed.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is fair.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPeople are allowed to need each other.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThey are still allowed to leave.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did not understand that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you now?\u201d<\/p>\n
She thought.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am trying.\u201d<\/p>\n
Good answer.<\/p>\n
Not redemption.<\/p>\n
Trying.<\/p>\n
She reached into her pocket.<\/p>\n
My body tightened automatically.<\/p>\n
She noticed.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo papers.\u201d<\/p>\n
She removed a small object.<\/p>\n
A key.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe family house.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s sold?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClosing next month.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why give me a key?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was yours once.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
She shook her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cNot legally.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou were there more than any of us realized.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kitchen.<\/p>\n
Holidays.<\/p>\n
Dinners.<\/p>\n
Years.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t want it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI thought you might.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
She closed her hand around the key.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
That was the test.<\/p>\n
Maybe neither of us realized it until afterward.<\/p>\n
She offered.<\/p>\n
I said no.<\/p>\n
She accepted.<\/p>\n
No persuasion.<\/p>\n
No guilt.<\/p>\n
No story about sentiment.<\/p>\n
Just no.<\/p>\n
For the first time, Ingrid respected it immediately.<\/p>\n
Something inside me softened.<\/p>\n
Not enough to erase.<\/p>\n
Enough to notice.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow is Lena?\u201d she asked.<\/p>\n
I looked at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know you\u2019re not supposed to ask me.\u201d<\/p>\n
She closed her eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re right.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAsk Felix if Elise permits it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
She stood.<\/p>\n
I stood too.<\/p>\n
\u201cGood luck in Vermont,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
\u201cThank you.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cNora.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI am glad you learned German.\u201d<\/p>\n
I almost laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
That made both of us smile.<\/p>\n
Then she became serious.<\/p>\n
\u201cBut I am glad you heard the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n
I nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cSo am I.\u201d<\/p>\n
We did not hug.<\/p>\n
That was right.<\/p>\n
She walked away.<\/p>\n
I watched until she disappeared along the path.<\/p>\n
A week later, the family house entered its final closing period.<\/p>\n
Felix asked if I wanted to retrieve anything left in storage.<\/p>\n
I said no.<\/p>\n
Then remembered one thing.<\/p>\n
The lemon tart pan.<\/p>\n
Ridiculous.<\/p>\n
Metal.<\/p>\n
Scratched.<\/p>\n
I had carried dozens of desserts to that house in it.<\/p>\n
Why did I want it?<\/p>\n
Because it belonged to me before the worst dinner.<\/p>\n
Because not every object had to remain contaminated.<\/p>\n
Felix found it.<\/p>\n
Brought it to Elise\u2019s apartment while I was there.<\/p>\n
He held it up.<\/p>\n
\u201cArtifact of war.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGive me that.\u201d<\/p>\n
Elise laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe pan from the dinner.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe German pregnancy dinner?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
She stared.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat belongs in a museum.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
I took it.<\/p>\n
\u201cMine.\u201d<\/p>\n
Felix smiled.<\/p>\n
Then Lena cried.<\/p>\n
He immediately turned.<\/p>\n
Not rushed.<\/p>\n
Alert.<\/p>\n
Elise handed him the baby.<\/p>\n
\u201cYour turn.\u201d<\/p>\n
He took her.<\/p>\n
No hesitation now.<\/p>\n
Lena was bigger.<\/p>\n
Stronger.<\/p>\n
Her eyes followed light.<\/p>\n
She stared at Felix\u2019s face.<\/p>\n
He smiled at her.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou have no idea how weird your family is.\u201d<\/p>\n
Elise said, \u201cDon\u2019t start.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was being factual.\u201d<\/p>\n
I sat at the table holding the tart pan.<\/p>\n
The scene was absurdly domestic.<\/p>\n
Not the family anyone planned.<\/p>\n
Not the arrangement Ingrid tried to force.<\/p>\n
Not the marriage Felix tried to preserve.<\/p>\n
Something new.<\/p>\n
Fragile.<\/p>\n
Chosen.<\/p>\n
My phone buzzed.<\/p>\n
A message from Leah.<\/p>\n
Dinner tonight?<\/p>\n
I answered yes.<\/p>\n
No explanation.<\/p>\n
No permission.<\/p>\n
I looked up.<\/p>\n
Elise was arguing with Felix about bottle temperature.<\/p>\n
He was wrong.<\/p>\n
Clearly.<\/p>\n
Lena did not care.<\/p>\n
For the first time, I saw the three of them without imagining what might have been mine.<\/p>\n
They were themselves.<\/p>\n
And I was myself.<\/p>\n
That separation felt peaceful.<\/p>\n
I did not answer Elise immediately. Not because I did not want to. Because I understood what the word godmother could become if I accepted it carelessly. Another role. Another … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":19219,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19250","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-insightdrama"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19250","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19250"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19250\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19285,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19250\/revisions\/19285"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19219"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19250"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19250"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19250"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}