Daniel did not like Scotland.<\/p>\n
Not the country.<\/p>\n
My going there.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re leaving for twelve days?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWho\u2019s going?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCarol.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat does not reassure me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe once got lost in a casino parking garage for ninety minutes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat casino was badly designed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt had color-coded elevators.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe rejects authoritarian signage.\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel rubbed his forehead.<\/p>\n
We were standing in my kitchen while I packed snacks for Lily and Ethan, who were pretending not to listen from the dining room.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom, after everything that happened\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
He stopped himself.<\/p>\n
Good.<\/p>\n
\u201cAfter everything that happened, what?\u201d<\/p>\n
He sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cI worry.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s allowed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut you\u2019re going anyway.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked irritated.<\/p>\n
Then embarrassed by his irritation.<\/p>\n
Also good.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat if something happens?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSomething always might.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat sounds like Hale.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ve spent too much time with him.\u201d<\/p>\n
Lily called from the dining room, \u201cGrandma has security.\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel glared.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re not helping.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m fifteen. Helping is optional.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ethan added, \u201cCan you bring me a sword?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy not?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause international travel does not improve your judgment.\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked wounded.<\/p>\n
Daniel leaned against the counter.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m trying not to be controlling.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re doing badly.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Then he laughed.<\/p>\n
That softened everything.<\/p>\n
The trip represented more than travel.<\/p>\n
We both knew it.<\/p>\n
For years, my movements had existed inside family logistics.<\/p>\n
If I left town, somebody needed arrangements.<\/p>\n
If I stayed, somebody used the availability.<\/p>\n
Now I was going simply because I wanted to see where my grandmother had been born.<\/p>\n
Daniel had to adjust to having a mother with her own calendar.<\/p>\n
I had to adjust to not apologizing for it.<\/p>\n
Our progress remained uneven.<\/p>\n
Two days before departure, Daniel called.<\/p>\n
\u201cCan you talk?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m packing.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbout the house.\u201d<\/p>\n
His house.<\/p>\n
The sale.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOffer came in.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLower than we wanted.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much lower?\u201d<\/p>\n
He told me.<\/p>\n
Not disastrous.<\/p>\n
Enough to hurt.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does your adviser say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCounter.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo counter.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThey came up a little.\u201d<\/p>\n
I waited.<\/p>\n
Daniel went quiet.<\/p>\n
There it was.<\/p>\n
He wanted me to remove uncertainty.<\/p>\n
Pay the difference.<\/p>\n
Create a backup.<\/p>\n
Make the decision easy.<\/p>\n
\u201cMom.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIf we accept, we\u2019re taking a loss.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe put a lot into that house.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSome of it was money you helped with years ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
I had given them ten thousand toward closing costs when they bought it.<\/p>\n
Before the lottery.<\/p>\n
Back when ten thousand felt enormous.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
He hesitated.<\/p>\n
I said nothing.<\/p>\n
Silence had become one of my better parenting tools forty-seven years late.<\/p>\n
Finally:<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know what I\u2019m asking.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes, you do.\u201d<\/p>\n
Another pause.<\/p>\n
\u201cI guess I want to know if you think we should sell.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
He sounded surprised.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo, I will not decide.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not what I meant.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt is close enough.\u201d<\/p>\n
He exhaled.<\/p>\n
\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTalk to Renee.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe have.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTalk to your adviser.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen choose.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat if we choose wrong?\u201d<\/p>\n
The question was so human I softened.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou might.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGreat.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are allowed to make a financially imperfect choice.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s easy for you to say.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
The words came sharper than expected.<\/p>\n
He heard it.<\/p>\n
We both knew what he meant.<\/p>\n
I had eighty-nine million dollars.<\/p>\n
Mistakes would not threaten my housing.<\/p>\n
My retirement.<\/p>\n
My children\u2019s college.<\/p>\n
His frustration was not entirely unreasonable.<\/p>\n
I took a breath.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re right.\u201d<\/p>\n
He went quiet.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy margin for error is bigger now.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYeah.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut that does not mean I should use my margin to erase every difficult decision you face.\u201d<\/p>\n
Another pause.<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou hate it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can live with that.\u201d<\/p>\n
He laughed reluctantly.<\/p>\n
\u201cSo can I.\u201d<\/p>\n
The next day they accepted the offer.<\/p>\n
I learned from Renee.<\/p>\n
Not Daniel.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe\u2019s sulking.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe gets that from Harold.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says he gets it from you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFalse.\u201d<\/p>\n
She laughed.<\/p>\n
Then her voice softened.<\/p>\n
\u201cI think selling is right.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen that matters.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re going to be okay.\u201d<\/p>\n
No question attached.<\/p>\n
No request.<\/p>\n
Statement.<\/p>\n
I smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I left for Scotland the next morning.<\/p>\n
Carol arrived at the airport with a suitcase large enough to relocate permanently.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is in there?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOptions.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor an invasion?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLayers.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou packed thirteen pairs of shoes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou counted?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI had time.\u201d<\/p>\n
The flight was exhausting.<\/p>\n
The airport coffee was terrible.<\/p>\n
Carol complained about every connection and then slept through turbulence severe enough to make me reconsider several life choices.<\/p>\n
When we finally stepped outside in Inverness, the air was cold enough to sting my lungs.<\/p>\n
Wet stone.<\/p>\n
Diesel.<\/p>\n
Wind.<\/p>\n
Nothing like Arizona.<\/p>\n
I loved it immediately.<\/p>\n
We spent the first two days walking slowly.<\/p>\n
Not touring efficiently.<\/p>\n
That would have ruined it.<\/p>\n
I watched people carry groceries.<\/p>\n
Sat beside the river.<\/p>\n
Bought postcards I might never send.<\/p>\n
Ate soup in a tiny caf\u00e9.<\/p>\n
Carol purchased a plaid hat so ugly even the shopkeeper looked doubtful.<\/p>\n
On the third day, we rented a car and drove toward the village where our grandmother had been born.<\/p>\n
Carol refused to drive on the left.<\/p>\n
So did I.<\/p>\n
We hired a driver.<\/p>\n
We were wealthy enough to avoid certain forms of personal growth.<\/p>\n
The village was smaller than family stories had made it.<\/p>\n
A stone church.<\/p>\n
A few cottages.<\/p>\n
A narrow road.<\/p>\n
Fields moving under wind.<\/p>\n
No dramatic revelation waited there.<\/p>\n
No hidden relative.<\/p>\n
No ancestral estate.<\/p>\n
Just a place.<\/p>\n
That made it better.<\/p>\n
Our grandmother had not emerged from legend.<\/p>\n
She had come from wet fields and practical people.<\/p>\n
At the cemetery, we found names we recognized.<\/p>\n
Not hers.<\/p>\n
Earlier generations.<\/p>\n
Carol touched one weathered stone.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou think Grandma stood here?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe left all this.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFor Arizona.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEventually.\u201d<\/p>\n
Carol laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat an insane decision.\u201d<\/p>\n
I smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe somebody told her that too.\u201d<\/p>\n
We stood quietly.<\/p>\n
Then my phone rang.<\/p>\n
Daniel.<\/p>\n
For one second, irritation rose.<\/p>\n
I had told everyone emergencies only.<\/p>\n
Then fear followed.<\/p>\n
I answered immediately.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNothing bad.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy are you calling?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause we got the inspection report.\u201d<\/p>\n
Of course.<\/p>\n
The buyer had found several issues.<\/p>\n
Roof repair.<\/p>\n
A plumbing leak.<\/p>\n
Electrical updates.<\/p>\n
They wanted a credit.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
He told me.<\/p>\n
More than he liked.<\/p>\n
Less than catastrophic.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe can afford it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why are you calling me from another continent?\u201d<\/p>\n
Silence.<\/p>\n
Carol was listening openly.<\/p>\n
No shame.<\/p>\n
Daniel said, \u201cBecause I want to ask you to cover it.\u201d<\/p>\n
There.<\/p>\n
Clean.<\/p>\n
Direct.<\/p>\n
Better than circling.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow much?\u201d<\/p>\n
He repeated the number.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy should I?\u201d<\/p>\n
He became quiet.<\/p>\n
\u201cHonestly?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPreferably.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause I don\u2019t want to lose more money.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is honest.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know you could do it without noticing.\u201d<\/p>\n
Also true.<\/p>\n
\u201cBut that isn\u2019t a reason.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Another pause.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m trying to figure out whether asking is wrong.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt isn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised him.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s not?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWould saying yes be wrong?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot necessarily.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen?\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked across the cemetery.<\/p>\n
Old stone.<\/p>\n
Names softened by weather.<\/p>\n
Generations of people who had made decisions without eighty-nine million dollars waiting behind them.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat would you do if I had never won?\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel answered immediately.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019d negotiate.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd if they held firm?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably accept the credit.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan you afford it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWould the sale still improve your situation?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen there\u2019s your answer.\u201d<\/p>\n
He sighed.<\/p>\n
\u201cI knew you\u2019d say that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy call?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause part of me wanted you not to.\u201d<\/p>\n
I understood.<\/p>\n
\u201cPart of you wanted rescue.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo did I, many times.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGrandpa?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe did not always rescue me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you hate him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTemporarily.\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you alright?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYeah.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cActually?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cActually.\u201d<\/p>\n
I smiled.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen handle your house.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes, Mom.\u201d<\/p>\n
Before hanging up, he said, \u201cI\u2019m glad you went.\u201d<\/p>\n
That surprised me.<\/p>\n
\u201cReally?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cGoodbye, Daniel.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBring me something.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo sword.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat was Ethan.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou all sound alike when demanding gifts.\u201d<\/p>\n
He hung up.<\/p>\n
Carol stared at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat was impressive.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou didn\u2019t give him money.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCorrect.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou wanted to.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at her.<\/p>\n
She knew me too well.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Why?<\/p>\n
Not because he needed it.<\/p>\n
Because helping would have made me feel useful.<\/p>\n
Needed.<\/p>\n
Central.<\/p>\n
Old habits do not disappear because you identify them.<\/p>\n
They simply become easier to catch.<\/p>\n
We returned to the village caf\u00e9.<\/p>\n
I ordered tea.<\/p>\n
Carol ordered cake.<\/p>\n
Then another slice \u201cfor cultural research.\u201d<\/p>\n
That night, I wrote in a notebook for the first time.<\/p>\n
Not gratitude exactly.<\/p>\n
Not finances.<\/p>\n
Just one sentence.<\/p>\n
Today Daniel asked for help and I gave him confidence instead of money.<\/p>\n
I stared at it.<\/p>\n
Too sentimental.<\/p>\n
I crossed it out.<\/p>\n
Then wrote:<\/p>\n
Daniel handled his own problem.<\/p>\n
Better.<\/p>\n
The trip continued.<\/p>\n
Lochs.<\/p>\n
Gardens.<\/p>\n
A ruined castle where Carol nearly fell into mud and blamed medieval engineering.<\/p>\n
A small bookstore.<\/p>\n
A ferry.<\/p>\n
Rain every time we forgot umbrellas.<\/p>\n
I painted badly in hotel rooms.<\/p>\n
Watercolors of hills.<\/p>\n
Windows.<\/p>\n
Carol\u2019s ugly hat.<\/p>\n
On the tenth day, Richard called.<\/p>\n
He had promised not to.<\/p>\n
Which meant it mattered.<\/p>\n
\u201cEverything alright?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe fraud recovery program.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked out the hotel window.<\/p>\n
Rain moved sideways.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat about it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe board approved a pilot.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow many people?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThree to start.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnonymous.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCounseling partnership too.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd before you ask, no, you may not expand it from Scotland.\u201d<\/p>\n
I laughed.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou know me too well.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s why I charge what I do.\u201d<\/p>\n
Then he said, \u201cVictor\u2019s case is moving.\u201d<\/p>\n
My body tensed automatically.<\/p>\n
\u201cDo I need to come home?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen tell me when I get back.\u201d<\/p>\n
A pause.<\/p>\n
\u201cAre you sure?\u201d<\/p>\n
I surprised myself.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
Victor no longer dictated my calendar.<\/p>\n
Richard understood.<\/p>\n
\u201cEnjoy the rain.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI hate the rain.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou sound happy.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked toward Carol, asleep in a chair with a paperback across her face.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am.\u201d<\/p>\n
The word came easily.<\/p>\n
Not I think.<\/p>\n
Not maybe.<\/p>\n
I am.<\/p>\n
On our final evening, Carol and I sat near the river.<\/p>\n
She wore the ugly hat.<\/p>\n
I had given up protesting.<\/p>\n
\u201cWould Harold have liked this?\u201d she asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWould he have come?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou miss him more here?\u201d<\/p>\n
I thought about it.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked surprised.<\/p>\n
\u201cLess?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
The truth arrived slowly.<\/p>\n
\u201cI miss him the same.\u201d<\/p>\n
Grief had stopped changing volume.<\/p>\n
What changed was how much life existed around it.<\/p>\n
For a long time, grief had filled almost everything.<\/p>\n
Now it had company.<\/p>\n
Family.<\/p>\n
House.<\/p>\n
Greenhouse.<\/p>\n
Travel.<\/p>\n
Bad painting.<\/p>\n
New friendships.<\/p>\n
Annoying lawyers.<\/p>\n
Possibility.<\/p>\n
Harold had not become smaller.<\/p>\n
My life had become larger again.<\/p>\n
I looked at the river.<\/p>\n
\u201cI think that\u2019s what he wanted.\u201d<\/p>\n
Carol leaned against me.<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably.\u201d<\/p>\n
The next morning, before leaving, I bought one unnecessary thing.<\/p>\n
A handwoven wool blanket in colors that reminded me of the hills after rain.<\/p>\n
It cost far too much.<\/p>\n
I bought it without apologizing.<\/p>\n
When I returned to Arizona, I placed it across the porch swing.<\/p>\n
George examined it.<\/p>\n
\u201cExpensive?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWorth it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
He nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
No justification.<\/p>\n
No explanation.<\/p>\n
Just yes.<\/p>\n
I was getting better at that word too.<\/p>\n
Daniel did not like Scotland. Not the country. My going there. \u201cYou\u2019re leaving for twelve days?\u201d \u201cYes.\u201d \u201cWho\u2019s going?\u201d \u201cCarol.\u201d \u201cThat does not reassure me.\u201d \u201cWhy?\u201d \u201cShe once got lost … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":13524,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13556","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-insightdrama"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13556","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13556"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13556\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13591,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13556\/revisions\/13591"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/13524"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13556"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13556"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/insightdrama.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13556"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}