Mrs. Gable called back forty-three minutes later.<\/p>\n
I know because I spent every one of those minutes looking at the clock.<\/p>\n
When the telephone finally rang, I answered before the second ring.<\/p>\n
\u201cLaura?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSadie is at school.\u201d<\/p>\n
The relief that moved through me was immediate and embarrassingly large.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs she okay?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI need you to listen carefully.\u201d<\/p>\n
That erased the relief.<\/p>\n
\u201cAll right.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSadie arrived this morning. She\u2019s currently with me and another staff member.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI still can\u2019t give you details I\u2019m not authorized to share.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen why are you calling?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause of the backpack.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked toward it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat about it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said she left it at your house.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWas that the bag she brought for the sleepover?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHave you opened it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI looked for contact information. That\u2019s how I found her grandmother\u2019s number.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnything else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n
Something in the way she said it bothered me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPlease don\u2019t search through it further.\u201d<\/p>\n
My skin prickled.<\/p>\n
\u201cMrs. Gable, what is going on?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ve contacted the appropriate people.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat people?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t discuss that over the phone.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cChild protective services?\u201d<\/p>\n
Silence.<\/p>\n
That was answer enough.<\/p>\n
I sat down.<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, God.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLaura, I need you to stay calm.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI am calm.\u201d<\/p>\n
I was not.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Sadie tell you something?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t tell you what Sadie has or hasn\u2019t said.\u201d<\/p>\n
I pressed my fingertips against my forehead.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat am I supposed to do with her bag?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSomeone may contact you about collecting it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSomeone from the school?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPossibly not.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the backpack differently.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat could possibly be in it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
That answer sounded genuine.<\/p>\n
Before I could ask another question, she said, \u201cDid Sadie have access to the backpack throughout the sleepover?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid anyone else?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe other girls were around it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAny adults besides you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid Kurt come inside?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHer mother?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAll right.\u201d<\/p>\n
I heard paper moving.<\/p>\n
Then Mrs. Gable asked the question that changed the shape of the entire weekend.<\/p>\n
\u201cLaura, are you certain Sadie forgot the backpack?\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at it.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThink carefully.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI found it after she left.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat isn\u2019t what I asked.\u201d<\/p>\n
My heartbeat became louder.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe hugged me before leaving.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou mentioned that.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe knew the bag was there.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid she?\u201d<\/p>\n
I replayed Saturday morning.<\/p>\n
Sadie rolling her sleeping bag.<\/p>\n
Checking her shoes.<\/p>\n
Picking up the nylon backpack.<\/p>\n
Wait.<\/p>\n
Had she picked it up?<\/p>\n
I had remembered her carrying something because I expected her to.<\/p>\n
Now I was no longer certain.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mrs. Gable said nothing.<\/p>\n
I stood and walked toward the table.<\/p>\n
The backpack was inexpensive navy nylon with one broken zipper pull.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy would she leave it intentionally?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not saying she did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut you\u2019re asking.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m asking you to remember accurately.\u201d<\/p>\n
I touched the top handle.<\/p>\n
Something hard pressed against the fabric from inside.<\/p>\n
I withdrew my hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cMrs. Gable.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere\u2019s something in here.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDon\u2019t open it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can feel it through the bag.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLaura, leave it exactly where it is.\u201d<\/p>\n
The firmness in her voice stopped me.<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI mean it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI said okay.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSomeone will call you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWho?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
She hung up ten minutes later.<\/p>\n
At ten seventeen, a county social worker called.<\/p>\n
Her name was Denise Harper.<\/p>\n
She asked me to repeat everything.<\/p>\n
Again.<\/p>\n
By the third telling, I hated the sound of my own voice.<\/p>\n
Denise did not react to the details.<\/p>\n
She asked dates.<\/p>\n
Times.<\/p>\n
Exact phrases.<\/p>\n
Who had attended.<\/p>\n
Who had picked Sadie up.<\/p>\n
Whether I had photographs.<\/p>\n
I had none.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you photograph the wrist?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s fine.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI should have.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo. You observed something and reported it.\u201d<\/p>\n
Her tone was neutral rather than comforting, which I appreciated.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happens to Sadie?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re assessing the situation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIs she going home today?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t discuss placement decisions.\u201d<\/p>\n
The phrase placement decisions made my stomach turn.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat about the backpack?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019d like to collect it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause it belongs to Sadie.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat isn\u2019t the whole reason.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
At eleven twelve, Denise arrived with another woman who introduced herself as Investigator Ramirez.<\/p>\n
The presence of an investigator transformed my kitchen.<\/p>\n
Until then, I could still pretend I was involved in an unusual school matter.<\/p>\n
A law-enforcement badge ended that fantasy.<\/p>\n
I placed the backpack on the table.<\/p>\n
Ramirez photographed it before touching it.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you move this?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFrom the den to the kitchen.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you open it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOnly the front section and the flap while looking for contact information.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you remove anything?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
She put on gloves.<\/p>\n
I watched.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou think there\u2019s something inside.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
She opened the main compartment.<\/p>\n
On top was a pair of pajamas.<\/p>\n
Beneath them were two shirts, underwear, a toothbrush and a plastic comb.<\/p>\n
Nothing unusual.<\/p>\n
Then Ramirez lifted the clothing.<\/p>\n
At the bottom lay a small metal cashbox.<\/p>\n
The kind sold for keeping coins or documents.<\/p>\n
It was scratched and old.<\/p>\n
A strip of masking tape crossed the lid.<\/p>\n
Written on it in a child\u2019s handwriting were three words.<\/p>\n
FOR GRANDMA ONLY.<\/p>\n
I stopped breathing for a moment.<\/p>\n
Denise and Ramirez exchanged a look.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou didn\u2019t see this?\u201d Ramirez asked.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDo you know why Sadie had it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ramirez examined the box.<\/p>\n
It was locked.<\/p>\n
A tiny key had been taped beneath it.<\/p>\n
Denise looked at me.<\/p>\n
\u201cMrs. Carter, I need you to understand that we may have to ask you for another statement.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is in there?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe don\u2019t know yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ramirez removed the key.<\/p>\n
The lock clicked.<\/p>\n
Inside were folded pieces of paper.<\/p>\n
A handful of receipts.<\/p>\n
Two photographs.<\/p>\n
And a child\u2019s pink sock.<\/p>\n
Only one.<\/p>\n
Ramirez\u2019s face changed when she saw it.<\/p>\n
She lifted the photograph nearest the top.<\/p>\n
I could not see the whole image from where I stood.<\/p>\n
I saw enough.<\/p>\n
A child\u2019s bare ankle.<\/p>\n
A dark mark.<\/p>\n
Then another mark above it.<\/p>\n
Ramirez immediately lowered the photograph.<\/p>\n
Denise closed her notebook.<\/p>\n
\u201cLaura, I think we have what we need from you for now.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at the box.<\/p>\n
\u201cSadie left that here on purpose.\u201d<\/p>\n
Neither woman answered.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe wanted me to find it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe don\u2019t know that yet,\u201d Denise said.<\/p>\n
\u201cBut she wrote her grandmother\u2019s number inside the backpack.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ramirez looked at Denise.<\/p>\n
That detail mattered.<\/p>\n
I pointed toward the lid.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd that says it\u2019s for her grandmother.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ramirez asked, \u201cWas the telephone number hidden?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cUnder the flap.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCould Sadie have put it there herself?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI suppose.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you mention finding the number to anyone besides Mrs. Gable?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot Sadie\u2019s mother?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKurt?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAbsolutely not.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ramirez nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cKeep it that way.\u201d<\/p>\n
A chill moved through me.<\/p>\n
\u201cDoes Kurt know anyone is investigating?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re handling contact.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat wasn\u2019t my question.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ramirez studied me.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo,\u201d she said finally. \u201cAs far as we know, he does not.\u201d<\/p>\n
The two women packed the contents carefully.<\/p>\n
Before leaving, Denise paused at my door.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did the right thing by calling the school.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI waited two days.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou called.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI almost took the backpack straight to their house.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut you didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the evidence bag in Ramirez\u2019s hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat happens if Sadie has to go back there?\u201d<\/p>\n
Denise\u2019s expression remained professional.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re working on keeping her safe while we establish what happened.\u201d<\/p>\n
I watched them leave.<\/p>\n
For several hours, nobody called.<\/p>\n
Emma came home at three fifteen.<\/p>\n
She dropped her schoolbag by the stairs and walked directly into the kitchen.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere\u2019s Sadie?\u201d<\/p>\n
The question startled me.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe wasn\u2019t in class after lunch.\u201d<\/p>\n
I turned toward the sink.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe had to leave.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know what I\u2019m allowed to tell you.\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma frowned.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re acting weird.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIs Sadie sick?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t think so.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIs she in trouble?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
That answer I could give immediately.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe is absolutely not in trouble.\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma watched me.<\/p>\n
Then she asked, \u201cIs Kurt in trouble?\u201d<\/p>\n
I turned around.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy would you ask that?\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma\u2019s face changed.<\/p>\n
It was the unmistakable expression of a child realizing she had revealed something accidentally.<\/p>\n
\u201cEmma.\u201d<\/p>\n
She looked at the floor.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy did you ask about Kurt?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes, you do.\u201d<\/p>\n
She picked at a loose thread on her sleeve.<\/p>\n
\u201cSadie doesn\u2019t like him.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow do you know?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe just doesn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHas she told you something?\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma\u2019s eyes filled with alarm.<\/p>\n
\u201cAm I going to get her in trouble?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPromise?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI promise you that telling me something Sadie said will not make me angry with her.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s not what I mean.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma swallowed.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe said if grown-ups knew, they\u2019d send Waffles away.\u201d<\/p>\n
The room seemed to contract around me.<\/p>\n
\u201cHer guinea pig?\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma nodded.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen did she say that?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cA while ago.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow long?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMaybe before summer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did she say grown-ups would find out?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEmma.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI really don\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n
She began crying.<\/p>\n
I immediately regretted the pressure in my voice.<\/p>\n
I pulled out a chair.<\/p>\n
\u201cSit down.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI promised.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u2019re not betraying her by telling me something that might keep her safe.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe said Kurt knows when she tells.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma wiped her cheek.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe said he checks.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cChecks what?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
I thought of the sneakers.<\/p>\n
The photographed ankle.<\/p>\n
The single sock.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat else?\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma stared at me.<\/p>\n
Then she whispered, \u201cSadie asked me something at the sleepover.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe asked if you were brave.\u201d<\/p>\n
I could barely speak.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did you tell her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI said you yell at spiders.\u201d<\/p>\n
Despite everything, a startled laugh escaped me.<\/p>\n
Emma looked miserable.<\/p>\n
\u201cI told her you were brave about people.\u201d<\/p>\n
My laugh vanished.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhen did she ask?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBefore we went to sleep.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBefore I talked to her?\u201d<\/p>\n
Emma nodded.<\/p>\n
The forgotten backpack.<\/p>\n
The hidden telephone number.<\/p>\n
The locked box.<\/p>\n
For Grandma Only.<\/p>\n
I understood then that the sleepover might never have been merely a birthday invitation to Sadie.<\/p>\n
It might have been the first house she believed she could leave something behind in.<\/p>\n
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